Whoever you are, wherever you are; I can't wait to meet you.
I want you to know that I'm not a perfect person. I'm not shiny and new; I've been used and broken in the past. I've been lied to and cheated on. So I want you to know a few things before you truly decide to love me.
I don't expect a lot.
I'm not needy when it comes to relationships. I don't enjoy texting 24/7 and I don't need to see you every single day. I don't expect you to shower me with presents or flowers. You don't have to pay for my dinners; in fact, I prefer to pay. But with that being said, I've raised my expectations since my last relationship. For instance, I expect that you will treat me kindly and that you will be faithful to me. I don't ask for much, but please treat me with respect and show me that you care.
I'm scared.
I wish I wasn't, but I'm scared to love again. I've been hurt in the past. I'm exhausted from putting so much of myself into a relationship, just for them to leave me when it's convenient for them. I hope that you're different, but every relationship that I've had has ended the same way. So please be patient with me and understand that it will be hard for me to love you back- no matter how much I want to.
I have a lot of big dreams.
I have a lot of goals for myself and my future. I will constantly talk about my ambitions; I'm a dreamer and I chase those dreams. I hope that you have plans for yourself as well- I love people who have goals and work towards them. I've worked hard to get where I am and I will continue to do so until I get to where I want to be. I hope that you are willing to support me along the way, because I'll support you too.
I have a big heart.
I care about people and I always try to be kind. When I really like someone, I will do almost anything for them and I'll spoil them with food and gifts on the regular. I'm also very forgiving. If someone hurts me, I will forgive them and give them multiple chances to make things right. It's very hard for me to say "No." But please don't take advantage of this, or else I will lose all of my respect for you.
For the boy who loves me next, I know you're currently undiscovered. But I have a feeling that once I meet you, you're going to change my life. I'll love you harder than I've ever loved- no matter how many times I've sworn that I'll never love again. We'll be each other's best friends and we'll build a future together. I hope that you're ready.
See you soon.
I don't expect a lot.
I'm not needy when it comes to relationships. I don't enjoy texting 24/7 and I don't need to see you every single day. I don't expect you to shower me with presents or flowers. You don't have to pay for my dinners; in fact, I prefer to pay. But with that being said, I've raised my expectations since my last relationship. For instance, I expect that you will treat me kindly and that you will be faithful to me. I don't ask for much, but please treat me with respect and show me that you care.
I'm scared.
I wish I wasn't, but I'm scared to love again. I've been hurt in the past. I'm exhausted from putting so much of myself into a relationship, just for them to leave me when it's convenient for them. I hope that you're different, but every relationship that I've had has ended the same way. So please be patient with me and understand that it will be hard for me to love you back- no matter how much I want to.
I have a lot of big dreams.
I have a lot of goals for myself and my future. I will constantly talk about my ambitions; I'm a dreamer and I chase those dreams. I hope that you have plans for yourself as well- I love people who have goals and work towards them. I've worked hard to get where I am and I will continue to do so until I get to where I want to be. I hope that you are willing to support me along the way, because I'll support you too.
I have a big heart.
I care about people and I always try to be kind. When I really like someone, I will do almost anything for them and I'll spoil them with food and gifts on the regular. I'm also very forgiving. If someone hurts me, I will forgive them and give them multiple chances to make things right. It's very hard for me to say "No." But please don't take advantage of this, or else I will lose all of my respect for you.
For the boy who loves me next, I know you're currently undiscovered. But I have a feeling that once I meet you, you're going to change my life. I'll love you harder than I've ever loved- no matter how many times I've sworn that I'll never love again. We'll be each other's best friends and we'll build a future together. I hope that you're ready.
See you soon.